She wasn’t making her life difficult and she wasn’t afraid. *Amrah* would sleep outside, because when she was a child, she used to sleep outside every night.
Now even though she was in a town, and even though she was her mother, she still didn’t like the way outsiders would come and go.
If she was told to go out, she would ask "what is it that’s bothering her heart and her soul" and her heart would be at peace.
She entered her room, picked up her phone and dialed a number. From there someone answered, a woman's voice: "hello".
*Amrah* said "I’m coming home, I can’t stay in this place again".
*Alhaji* said nothing, he just kept quiet for a while then said "a mother is the one who gave birth to you, not the one who raised you.
So what’s the thing that hurt you so much?"
While she was in that state she heard footsteps. She turned and saw her mother coming in. She was so weak she could barely stand, but she managed to get up safely without blood.
Calmly she took a deep breath and said "My Lord, don’t stop putting patience in me, I am a woman and I can do anything.
In this room, in the house, I know that even if I’m not the one who gave birth, the command that came out of my mouth is enough for a child to cry.
If you think about it, you as a mother and these children, if no one is there to tell you 'do this', to make you cry, what will you do to comfort your heart?"
She was angry and crying and said "I came to you *Mama*, this little girl isn’t mine, I didn’t give birth to her but she’s torturing me.
I don’t even hear what *Mama* is saying at all aaaaaaa".
She poured out what was in her bitter heart, and also the anxiety that was in her chest.
*Rarrashinta* got up and said "be patient my Lord, this is a test.
I am telling you now someone is crying because of this test, but if you are patient and look at your condition, you will see that the two of them, if there’s no patience, there’s no strong faith, because of that be patient.
Leave it to *Allah*. Be patient as I told you to get up and pray at night, cry in your prayer rug, in your prostration, know that *Allah* hears everything you need.
The prayer that comes after 'O Allah' when you are in the last part of the night, *Rabbi* I swear by *Allah* I see your mother, she’s weak but she hasn’t been given anything to make her strong, because of that be patient, everything will pass by *Allah’s* will".
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*Ammi* said "what exactly happened? I don’t understand what you’re saying to *Ahmad*,
is your wife’s matter Sunnah or are you suspecting her of cheating?
Wallahi it’s a lie, what you said won’t enter my heart at all, *Allah* will not let it happen that you divorce her.
Wallahi if you divorce her, I swear to *Allah* a bigger one will come for you, and by *Allah* she is better than any bad woman".
She kept talking to him, *Malam* just kept quiet about what her daughter did to ruin his home.
He swore he had never felt this thing that hurt him, why now?
What kind of explanation is this? After this and that?
Seeing *Ammi* crying made him get close to her
...about women, I see you’re patient, stop this crying, get up let’s go to the house,
let’s go, whatever is happening, by *Allah* I won’t be at peace with this matter,
let’s go so nothing else happens".
*Hularsa* took it and *Ammi* also put on her black hijab and they all came out.