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maka ba uncle taj…. Il begging you ka rabu dani, nunfashina yana neman daukewa…” ta karahe tana hawaye sosai, gaba daya bata da wani saurin karfi, ko’ina na jikinta ya gama tsami, tanaji tana gani yakai hannunshi ga wandonta ya
rabata dashi, tayi saurin hade kafafunta, yasa murdadden hannunshi ya raba su gida biyu, tayi kokarin tashi ya sake maidata baya da karfi ta buge kashin bayanta sosai ta kwala wata kara,wannan shine worst experience dinta a rayiwa ya zame mata kamar dodo,
mercilessly yake duk abunda yaga dama da gangar jikinta, tayi roko tayi magiya tayi kokarin kokawa don ta tsere amma ina,
Jin hannunshi dataji a gabanta saida nunfashinta ya tafi wucin gadi, ta soma girgiza kanta ganin da gaske dai wannan mugun abun zai
risketa, innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.. gashi bata da wani sauran karfi daya rage mata, azaba takeji jin hannunsa kawai a jikinta, kukan ma ya nemi kaurace mata, jikinta ya saki gaba daya, ta saddakar da komai kawai, bakin nata ya rufu gaba daya kawa
i ya dunga avunda yaga dama jikinta, tanaji yana wani irin nishi yana kuka yana ihu, sun shafe wajen awa a haka.
Dawowa yayi da fuskanshi daidai nata tana jin saukar hawayensa akan fuskarta gaba daya jikinsa har zuwa lokacin vibration yake yakai tana jin
hannunshi har zuwa lokacin rike da kafafunta ya daga su sama bakinsa kuma yakai wajen kunenta muryanshi baya futa sosai cause he’s in so much pain ya soma magana dakyar… “…zan…mu..tu…idan..ban..yi..ba zan..mutu…..please..don’t..ha..te ..me”
Yana fadin hak
a kawai ya rike kafafunta sosai sannan ya fara kokarin…….
Maya na fita daga part dinshi a burkice ta tunkari part dinsu, tana zuwa ta taba kofar taji a rufe, take gabanta ya sake faduwa duk ta gama burkicewa ta rasa ya zatayi, tunawa da dakin masu aiki
akwai window ta baya yasa tayi gaggawar zagayawa wajen windown dakin basira ta soma bugun windown, basira na kwance a baza cinyoyi ana shan ac kwata kwata bata san ma kncking ake ba.
Bugun duniya maya ta mata shuru bata bude ba, take kawai ta fara kuka, j
ikin harzuwa lokacin radadi yake mata, gashi ya fasa mata baki.
Ga wayanta ya kusa mutuwa, bata taba shiga tashin hankali ba irin na yau,karahe ma dai sulalewa tayi a wajen tana matsar kwalla, bata taba tunanin sheqaqan mugu bane sai yau, taji maza, yanda
yake dukanta kamar jaka, tayi nadamar rashin planing komai a natse tayi gaggawa, sannan tayi mamakin yanda ya kasa bada kai bori ya hau, tasan maganin data bashi yanada illa sosai, guda daya idan mutun yasha yana fita hayyacinsa don kamar doki haka mutun
ke komawa, idan mutun kuwa bai fidda sha’awar da zai saka wa mutun ba kuwa wasu har gadon asibiti, har kisa ma tana iyayi, kuma mutun baya iya resisting din kwayar kwata kwata amma shi data saka mashi wajen biyar ya iya handling, harya iya yi mata korar wu
laqanci,amma kanshi yayi ma, don wallahi idan bai kwanta da mace ba tabbas zai iya rasa ransa.
Tana kallon wayarta har karfe daya ta gifta, allah yaso ko’ina da haske kamar hasken rana saidai babu kowa a compound din.
Miqewa ta sakeyi ta buga window a h
ankali kamar munafuka, allah ya taimaketa a daidai lokacin basira ta tashi zata shiga bandaki zatayi futsari, da harta tsorata bazat tashi ba tana ganin maya ce tayi gaggawar futowa ta bude mata kofa, maya ta kudindumo mata wani irin zagi ta wuce a fusace
tana kumfr baki, fuskanta duk hawaye ya fushe gashi ta kumbura suntum, wajen bakinta har zuwa alokacin fidda jini take, hannunta rike da bra dinta da wandonta.
Basira ba karamin mamaki tayi ba ganinta a haka, kuka wajen karfe dayan dare, aranta tace anya
yarinyar nan bata fara haukacewa ba?ko daga ina take allah kadai ne masani, har maya zata wuce sama ta dakata ta dubu basira “wallahi kika sake wani yasan da budemin kofa da kikayi yanxu sai kin bar gidan nan, jaka kawai” tana fadin haka ta wuce sama basir
a ta bita da harara.
4:30am..
Ahankali ya soma bude idanunshi da suka mashi wani irin nauyi sosai, yanayin su ya chanza launi, ya runtse su ya sake budesu, wani irin dumm yakeji akanshi gaba daya bashi da wani sauran kuzari a jikinsa, saidai kuma ta wa
ni bangaren yanajinshi kamar an zare mashi wata cuta data dade tana addabarshi, abunda ya fara furtawa shine “innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun” adaidai lokacin da komai ya soma zuwan mashi akanshi, kamar wanda akama asiri komai ya dauke mashi dipp sai yan
xu ya daqo hayyacinsa yayi gaggawar tashi zaune ya saka hannunshu ga bedside lamb din dake gefen gado ya kunna haske, yana kunnawa ya dubi environment din da yake kwance, gadon is empty don shi kadai ne a kwance akai, cikin sauri ya ya jaye duvet din dake
lulube wajen kwankwason shi, yaganshi naked gaba dayansa, hankali a tashe fara kokarin sauka daga kan gado saiji yayi kamar ya taka abu a kasa, sauke kanshi da zaiyi kenan ya hango mutun a kwance rub da ciki, babu kaya, daga ganin surarta ya gane wacece.
A daidai lokacin kuma muryarta ta soma echoing a kunensa,”” Karka min haka..don’t force your self on me ina rokonka…bazan taba yafe maka ba uncle taj….I’m begging you ka rabu dani, nunfashina yana neman daukewa…”
“Inna..lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun” ya s
ake furtawa jikinsa ya soma rawa ya taho da gudu kamar zaiyi tuntube ya tsugunna a gabanta, hannunsa na karkarwa ya kasa kai hannunshi jikinta tsabar rawa da hannunsa keyi, yana dora tafin hannunsa kan fatarta kuwa yaji wani irin sanyiii, tuni yayi baya ka
mar zai fadi ya sake furta “innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun what have i done???”
Ya fada yana sake matsowa kusa da ita ya sanya hannunshi guda biyu ya juyo da ita gaba daya, dammmm yaji gabanshi ya bada ya zaro ido, ganin yanda ta tafi yiii kamar gawa,
gaba daya fuskarta ta kunbura soaai ta koma jajawurr fuskarta ya zama palee kamar gawa..
A furgice ta sake kallonta kamar wanda yau ya taba ganinta, innalillahi wa innalilai rajiun, what have i done to you fatima innalillahi wa inna iliho rajiu, i force m
y self on her, na kasheta??”” Abunda bakinsa ya dunga furtawa kenan yayi zakan dirshen a wajen ya jawo ta zuwa jikinsa ya soma tattabata, gaba daya jikinta ya saki, “fatimaaa fatimaaaa….fatimaaaa” ya soma kiranta hankli a tashe babu response, bai gama sani
n ta’asar dayayi ba sauda yaga jini na malala daga cinyarta, take ya zaro ido ya fara jijigata, “fatimaa fatimaa fatimaaa wake up…wake up fatimaaa…innalillahi wa inna ilihi rajiu, im a monster…ya rabbi, i did this to my own wife? Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi
rajiun fatimaaa” ya cigaba da kiranta yana tattaba fuskarta duk ya gaka rikicewa gaba daya, gaba daya wasu abubuwan sai yanxu suke zuwan mashi, how he mercilessly hurt her, force him self into her, ya rabbi, abunda bai taba tsammanin zai taba kasancewa ci
kin category din masu yi ba kuma to his own legally wife?? Ya rabbi
Gaba daya ya burkice ganin bata nunfashi kwata kwata, ga fuskanta tayi wani irin haske sosai jikinta yayi sanyi kauuu ya qame, at that point tsanar dayayi ma kanshi har fata yakeyi da all
ah ya dauki ransa kawai a maimakon abunda ya mata, wani irin hawaye painful hawaye ne ke sauka kan fuskanshi bai sani ba kwata kwata,
Kamar zautacce ya dubeta cikin gaggawa ya sanya hannunshi wajen kirjinta, ahankali ya soma jin pulse dinta sama sama v
ery weak, cikin sauri ya tashi ya cicibeta gaba dayanta ya dorata kan gado sannan ya jawo duvet ya rufa mata ya wuce bathroom, jikinsa na rawa ya deba ruwa a bowl ya dawo bedroom dashi, cikin gaggawa ya deba ruwan kadan a hannunshi hannunsa na karkarwa ya
soma shafa mata a fuska, yayi haka wajen sau uku shuru babu response, take hankalinsa ya sake tashi ya matso da fuskanshi daidai nata ya sanya bakinsa cikin nata ya fara yi mata mouth mouth resuscitation don ya dawo da nunfashinta,yi yake babu qaqautawa k
amar his life depends on hers, he cant lose her at this juncture, he can’t lose her after causing her so much pain.
Ya kai wajen minti goma yana abu daya kafin ahankli ahankali ta soma motsa hannunta, aron nunfashin daya bata yasa tayi surviving ta wani i
rin jaaa nunfashin yana ganin haka ya zame bakinsa ta sake fusgo nunfashin nata dakyar, kana ganin yanda take fighting daidaituwar nunfashinta zaka san wani ikon allah ne kawai yasa tayi surviving, tana fidda nunfashi da kyar ta soma bude kumburarrun idanu
nta, hasken daya bade ko’ina ya maye mata da duhu, idanunta ya koma kamar garwashi, hawayen ma ya kafe gaba daya, ga lebenta shima ya kumbura sum..
Bakinsa na rawa ya soma kiran sunanta “fatima…fatima..”
tana jin muryarsa tayi gaggawar maida idanunta ta
rufe, jikinta da bakinta da komai nata ya soma rawa Kamar nunfashin nata zai dauke, ta fara kuka, sautin ma baya futowa sosai amma kuma daga yanda takeyi zaka gane she is in so much pain, unbearable pain mara misali…
A haka ta soma kokarin tashi jikinta
babu kwari ga wani azaba da takeji chan kasanta ta kasa tashi gaba daya ta koma yuu dipp ta sake sumewa.
Hankali a tashe ya sake tashi yana duban dakin ko zaiga kayanta, ya hangosu a farfarke, haka ya tsallake su ya wuce closet ya sako jallabiya sannan ya
fito da wata farar jallabiyar, yana daukowa ya duwo, zai saka mata, gaba daya ya gama furgicewa ya rasa ya zaiyi abun, kayan ma ya kasa saka mata tsoron rasata kawai yake, ya jefar da jallabiyar gefe ya tashi tsaye yana duban keys dinshi da wayansa, keys
din ya fara gani kafin yaga wayar, yana dauka ya duba time its almost 5am an kusa kiran sallah, take gabanshi ya sake faduwa, ya rasa ina zai saka kanshi.
Daga chan main house anne na zaune a sallaya, tana lazimi, rabi ta shugo da sallama da wani bakin
roba a hannunta, ta wuce bathroom ta debo ruwa zafi a ciki sannan ta daqo bedroom din ta zuba irin maganin zafin nan a ciki sannan tace “hajiya ga ruwan”
Girgiza kai anne tayi ta tashi dakyar, rabonta da barci tun wajen karfe ukun dare kafafun suka fara c
iwo, daman tana da ciwon kafa sai doshin asuba ne rabi ta shigo da baho don ta gasa kafar, normally daman daidai kum ranaku ne basayin gashin da asuba saboda ciwon yafi tashi a daidai lokacin.
Zama anne tayi a kan kujera sannan rabi ta aza mata ruwa ta sa
ka kafafunta tana mata sannu.
Suna cikin gashin wayar anne ta soma ringing, da mamaki anne ke kallon rabi, don a daidai wannan lokaci calm daga anyone outside family baya shugowa saidai family members incase of emergency, cikin sauri tasa rabi miqo mata w
ayar da glass dinta a gefen gado tana kawowa ta saka glass din sannan ta dubi mai kira, da mamaki taga sunan tajudeeni, yanda ta mashi saving, wayar na gab da tsinkewa anne ta daga bakinta dauke da sallamaa…shuru babu response ta sake sallama tace “Tajudee
n, lafiya?”
Nanma dai shuru babu response cikin sauri ta tsame kafarta ta dubi rabi wanda hakan yasa ta dauke bohon sannan ta miqe tace “deen??? Are you okay? Lafiyaa???”
Daga yanayin muryarsa dataji saida gabanta ya fadi, “i need your help anne..” itace
kalmar kawar daya iya fada..”kana ina deeni?? Where are you? Meke faruwa?”
Maganar ta karashe dayace tazo part dinshi da gaggawa yasa gabanta ya yanke ya fadi, rabi tayi sauri tallabeta ta dubi rabi tace “taimaka min muje bangaren tajudeen”
Suka fito ah
ankali rabi ta taimaka mata suka sauko, “hajiya lafiya dai??” Rabi tayi magana, “tajudeen ne ya kirani ba lafiya ba rabi, muje banason kowa yasan zamu fita kar hankalin kowa ya tashi”
Daidai nan rabi ta bude masu kofa suka fito garin har lokacin akwai da
n duhu bai soma washewa ba saidai kuma albarkar hasken da suke dashi na electricity yasa ko’ina ya dau haske, rabi na biye da ita a baya badan kafa bama bazata iya saukowa ba, haka suka karasa part dinshi tinqis tinqis, rabi ta bude kofar sukaji ta abude,
anne ce ta fara shugowa daidai nan ya tunkaro kofar gaba dayansa a burkice, bakinsa a bushe idanunshi yayi jaa sosai.
Anne ta dubeshi sannan ta dubi yanayin parlorn nashi hankali a tashe tace “Subhanallahi tajudeeni?? Meya faru? What’s going on here? Ina
securitiess?? Meya faru dakai?”
Yanda take kallonshi haka yake kallonta ya kasa cewa komai chan kuma kawai ya sauke kanshi kasa ya kasa cewa komai, duban hannunshi tayi ganin kamar yaji rauni, take gabanta ya sake faduwa ta dubi rabi tace “jeki tattara ga
ba daya securities din gidan nan”
“No please…” ya dakatar da anne sannan ya tattra courage dinshi ya kamo hannunta ya tunkari sama da ita gabanshi na faduwa, haka zalika itama nata faduwan yake, rabi ta tsaya chak daga nan parlor ta kasa motsawa.
Da taim
akon shi ta hau saman dakyar ga kafarta data rike sosai saboda ciwon data tashi dashi, suna zuwa bakin kofar ya saki hannnun anne ya bude kofar a hankali sannan ya shiga, gabanta na faduwa ta biyo bayanshi, tundaga tiles din kasa da hijab din sabeeha da fa
rkakun kayanta ke yashe a kasan taci karo, har zuwa lokacin bata san alamarin daya faru ba a dakin har saida ta karaso gaban gadon inda ya tsaya ya sunkuyar da kansa yana dunkule hannunsa heart dinshi na rcing kamar zai fito yana jin wani irin daci da zafi
.
Dagowan da anne zata yi idanunta ya sauka kan sabeeha dake kwance akan gado, fuskanta yayi wani irin haske fayau, take gabanta ya yanke ya fadi dammm ta nemi faduwa ya tarota,
MATAR TAJ (destined with you)
Written by
Queenmarh
Book2
PAID
Chapter 114
“innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun… meya faru anan? Me fatima keyi anan????” Anne ta jwro mashi tambaya sai a lokacin idanunta ya sauka kan stains din daya bata carpet din gaban gadon, ta dafe kirjinta gabanta na faduwa ta sa
ke dubansa tace “Tajudeeni meya faru anan???? Meya faru da fatimaaa??,”
Har zuwa lokacin kasa kallonta yayi tayi gaggawar zama bakin gadon ta janye bargon daya lulube sabewha dashi cikin gaggawa ta maida ta rufe ta doka salati, “innalillah wa inna ilaihi
rajiun???” Ta furta hankali a tshe tana duban fuskar sabeeha data kunbura sosai, ahankli ya matso kusa da anne ya dan duqa a gabanta, ta maido da dubanta gareshi ,”did you do this taj????are you the reason behind this???”
Girgiza kanshi ya soma yi jijiyoy
in kanshi sun fito ridu ridu idanunshi yayi jaa sosai ya runtse idanunsa sosai “im so..ryy..im so sorry??”
“Na shiga uku ni habiba..” anne ta fada tana dafe kirjinta, “yar uwarka ce fa taj? Yarka ce fa????me zai kaika ga yin haka? “
Anne ta fada tana jin
wani irin nauyi a kirjinta, “meya kaika ga haka taj??? Meya kaika innalillahi wa inna ilaiahi rajiun na”
Kasa magana yayi kanshi har zuwa lokacin na kasa ya kasa hada idanu da ita, bashida option daya wuce ya kirata ita kadaice zai iya nema a cikin wanna
n yanayin, kuma yana fatan zata fuskanci komai bazatayi masu mumunan zato ba.
“I have no other option anne…..tsautsayi ne”
“Tsaytsayi deeni?? Wani irin tsautsayinw zaisa kayi ma yar uwarka jininka, haka???Yarka ce fa deeni?? Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi ra
jiu” anne ta karashe tana dafe kirjinta ji take kamar zai buga ta kasa maida dubanta ga sabeeha, she’s so disappointed on him.
“She’s my wife!!!!”
Cikin sauri anne ta dubeshi da mamaki tace “yaushe ta zama matar taka? In ka cemin kana sonta wallahi babu
abunda zai hanani aura maka ita amma wannan aika aikar da kukayi zai iya jawo mana hargitsi cikin ahali, zai iya jawo matsala a cikin ahalin nan, why deeni why???”
“Ba laifinta bane.. i force my self on her anne, and she’s my legally wife”
“Hows she your
wife deen??? How??? Yarinyar da ko wata uku bata hada ba kuma gano cewa yarmu ce??”
“Lets save her first..She needs special attention.. mu kaita asibiti.
Ya karashe yaba kokarin kauda maganar shi duk wannan ba damuwarsa bace, a samu ta farfado tukun
na, maido da dubanta ga sabeehar itama anne tayi sai a lokacin ta lura kamar yarinyar bata motsi, cikin gaggawa ta soma danna wayarta, kafin takai kunenta ringing daya biyu aka dauka, ta shiada ma dr barau ya turo female gynecology da gaggawa.
Tana kashe
wa ta tashi ta futa daga dakin, sannan ta dawo tana shugowa rabi ta biyo bayanta tana rarraba idanu, anne ta umarceta data sanya mata kayanta.
Rabi bata gane waye ake maganar sanya ma kaya ba sauda ta karaso gaban gadon, take gabanta yayi mumunan faduwa,
anme ta juya kawai shi yama kasa motsawa shima.
Rabi ba bakin magana, mamaki ya gama cikata saida ta yaye bargon ta dubi sabeeha dake a sume ta dago abunda ke faruwa, babu abunda take sai innalillahi harta gama saka mata kaya, tana gamawa anne ta dubeshi
sannan ta umarceshi da ya dauko sabeehar su fito.
Haka nan jiki a mace ya dauko sabeehar, rabi kuma ta tattaro kayanta daya yayyaga suka fito,lokacin ana kiran sallar farko suka nufi cikin gida,allah yaso babu wanda ya farka suka tunkari dakin sabeehar ya
kwantar da ita, anne ta dubi rabi tace ta shugo da doctor amma karta bari kowa ya ganta tace to.
Suna fita cikin yan mintuna kadan saiga wata gyne ta zo, kana ganinta kaga budurwa ce irin matannan da basuyi aure da wuri ba,anne ta mata nuni ga sabeeha da
ke kwance, shi kuma cikin